I Know

I can only tell you what I know. And what I know is that love never really dies. Because when I think about it, if given the chance, I would rewind back to the days when I had his love. If given the chance, I'd do it all over again. If given the chance I would love him unconditionally a second time. But would he do the same? Would he go back? Would he do it all over again? Would he love me unconditionally? I don't think I'll ever know. It still hurts a little bit, but it's finally fading. I miss so much, and it feels like I have gained so little. I know what love is, true. And unfortunately I know what it feels like when it ends...I just feel like moving on isn't a choice anymore. It's happening on it's own. I think about it less. This is the first time I've thought about it in over a week.
I can't quite tell if I'm a relationship person or not. I definitely have been for two years now. But this is college...
It'll come together. The universe is mysterious.