You Know That I Could Use Somebody

So I just finished watching the debate. I really want to be a nice person, but Sarah Palin is just so dumb that it's hard. Joe Biden got in that ASS. That's all I'm gonna say...

On a different note, it seems that now, since I've given up on romance, things are just easier. I don't reminisce as much. I'm a little more carefree. My head is a little clearer. I think I'll keep with it. There's really no point in dwelling on the hope that things will happen, because I can't really make them.
I'm home for the weekend! It feels so good! I didn't realize that I really missed it. My sister literally had tears in her eyes when she hugged me. She looks different! She looks older! And my mom looks sort of different. It's odd. I'm sure it's in my head as far as my mom goes. My dog was so excited to see me! I missed the furry little bastard, lol. He's all cute and sleeping now. I'm glad to see everyone, and I can't wait to see more family this weekend! Maybe some friends too. Being away has helped me appreciate my family more.
I am so sick of going over the same things in my mind. Fighting with myself internally on how to feel. One day I'm pissed off, the next I'm apathetic, the next I'm sad! I'm sick of it. I never want to speak to her again. I've come to the point where I know that cutting off all communication is the ONLY option. And the fact that they are a real thing now makes that so much more apparent. I could never. I just, never, ever...