Right Now I Feel Like A Bird

Caged without a key...


I was going to write about something important, really, I was. Buuuut, I can feel that this is going to be short, and straight to the point.
I need to know. I just need to know if I'm waiting for anything, anything at all. Because I would love to be able to move on if I'm not. It's not like there aren't other interesting guys out there. It sucks texting and chatting all the time like nothing ever changed when it did. And I've been doing my best to keep my emotions at bay, but at this point there's nothing fueling this post except pure logic. So let me know if I can let go, because it's not up to me at all. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't wonder if today I'll be told. If today he'll say "I miss you. I want to be with you." But there isn't a day that goes by where I don't doubt it. I doubt him. I don't like doubting people, so I just need to know. I need to. And I'm also confused, because I don't understand what I asked of the relationship that was so unmanageable. I never wanted anything but him. Nothing excessive or crazy, just him. I still want him. I miss him.
So I need to know.


Just let her fly, just let her fly.
Spread wings, spread beauty.