All the Young Dudes, Carry the News

Now I drunk a lotta wine and I'm feelin' fine...

Mott The Hoople- All The Young Dudes.
Great fucking song.

I feel better, at this point, in all of the bullshit that's been going on lately. I actually feel better! I can breathe! I don't have to worry about him talking to me, and I don't even have the desire to talk to him. I don't have to harbor anger when we speak. I don't ever have to see him again if I don't want to. And right now I am totally okay with that. Life's getting better every damn day that he's not a part of it. And you know what? I'm not writing about it anymore after this. No more of my energy or my blogspace will be used for this bullshit. There's a whole lot more bullshit coming along and it's gonna need space too!

I'm on the way to okay though.
It's nice to say that and mean it.