I Guess That's What I Get For Wishful Thinking

Should've never let you enter my door
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease

I don't know why I didn't give Rihanna the credit she deserves until a few months ago. She's talented.

Okay, on a friend's blog, she's been talking about how witnessing all the bullshit that comes with dating, relationships, and break-ups has made her not want any of it. But there's a reason we do those things. There's a reason,that even after we're hurt, we go back into that world.
People do it because love feels SO good. Despite the fear I have now, I want it again. Yeah, I've got a few trust issues now, and I'm apprehensive because I don't like feeling controlled in any way, and you have to give over a little control when you're in a relationship. But I want it again, because I know how love feels. It feels good. It feels warm, and right, and amazing. I will never forget what it felt like being in love, ever. And even though it turned out shitty, I would do it all over again. I wouldn't think twice before rewinding back to that time when I was warm, and loved, and felt so good. Not to say that I don't feel good now, but it's a different good. It's the kind of feeling that I'm happy to know I feel on my own. My friends give it to me also. But when someone loves you so much you feel GOOD.
It's so beautiful, and so delicious, and so rich, to be in love, to be loved, to love someone. That's why we do it. That's why everyone should.