Rollin` in the Dough

I see you starin' at that new vehicle/pockets got a sixth sense all they see is dead people

Big Sean can get it, no questions asked, lol.

I'm feeling quite relieved at the present moment. I have an answer to a question that I've had for awhile, and I have new views on the coming months, and especially the coming summer, because of it.
I'm back at the point where I don't understand why I don't have somebody who wants me in the way that I want to be wanted. And I know that sounds weird and confusing, but I believe that I'm a caring, trustworthy, good, beautiful person. I'm not being conceited, in fact I think it's good that I view myself in a positive way. However, it puzzles me as to why I can't find someone who appreciates that, and who wants to give me something special. Thinking that you've found that, and then losing it is really annoying, and can make you bitter, which is how I feel sometimes. I feel bitter that I couldn't have what I wanted, that I lost what I thought we'd found together. And though I feel somewhat content with the current relationship I have with that person, it's still in the back of my mind. [Taking a page from Kieona here and from now on.] I keep thinking about what C said, about him not being good enough for me anyway, and that makes me feel better regardless of whether it's true or not. I've been weighing it within myself, and in some ways, it's true, he isn't good enough for me. And in other ways he's perfect and it pisses me off that I don't have him how I've wanted him since I got close to him. It'll take me a few days to move past the annoyances and the bitterness, but I am. Everyone keeps assuring me, I'll find someone deserving, because it's clear he doesn't deserve me in that way. Feelings and him don't mix, that's clear, and I won't waste anymore of mine on someone who does not deserve them. Hopefully there's a man out there that does, and that will realize that I'm what they want and need, and that they'll be the same for me. I just have to be patient, something I'm not very good at, but I'm going to try...

You let go, and I'll let go too.