So I'm Swimming, More Like Floating

And I'll just stay out here,
until the night comes crashing down..

New playlist. That^ is what you're hearing right now.
Minus the Bear never ceases to amaze me, and this song is haunting and beautiful and amazing, all the while being simple. The riffs, I can't even being to explain...
New layout too. Some fresh new James Jean artwork for the header, of course.

I'm trying to make it through these last few weeks but my motivation is lowwww. I miss everyone, I miss all my friends, I miss some moreso than others. And there's a new friend who I definitely hope to see more of this summer too.

New things that have happened in the past few weeks:
--I smoked pot. From a bong. It was so many different things, I can't even explain it.
--I got tatted! "Pati", Latin prefix for patience and passion; also means "suffer"; idea is that you can't have patience without suffering. I'm in love with it!



--I'm going to prom again! I'm almost certain it'll be better than my own.

I've been contemplating a lot of things, especially the way I wanna spend my summer. I'm determined to make the right choices that will make it as fun and productive as possible. I've been stupidly hopeful about some things, but I've gotten myself back on track with no help from anyone but me. I just can't help but have hope. And some situations/people just don't call for any hope at all.

All in all, I'm happy with everything. These last few weeks will be work filled, but I look forward to getting out of that last final and going home to everyone I love!