I never though I'd want casual sex.
It kinda makes me miss having a boyfriend around to help out with that.
Luke and I always had the best physical chemistry...but I guess when you give yourself to someone the way we did, and let them explore every inch of you, the sex should be good.
I still think about it sometimes. It still gets me hot every time. Is that okay? Is it normal? Does it mean I'm not over it? I'm getting better at not comparing those sexual experiences to the new ones. I just hate that I gave myself so wholly to one person. It doesn't make me more self conscious though, which is a good thing. If anything it made me more sexually aware and open.
04 September 2008
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I think it's a good thing that your past experiences are helping you grow. Being more sexually aware and open about your sexuality is almost like a type a freedom. It's relieving...and exciting. :)
ReplyDeleteBut, Gawd, this just makes me realize how much I need some...but he's nowhere near...>_< Love your blog!